Dear diary,

Recently I felt lost, beaten and down. I am confused of what to do or what should I do. Many things are running through my head every night before I sleep; many questions that need to be answered.

I’m like a lost child, waiting to be saved.

Have you ever felt like what your mind is telling is different from what your heart tells you to do?

It’s like a fight between the heart and mind.

Yet…

Nobody wins. No conclusion. No answers.

Then, I’m still stuck here asking myself what do I really want?

How I wish God can give me the answer to that question.